i miss the way you make me feel
so cold and alone, so cold and alone
i miss the way you make me wait
by the telephone to tell you i`m trying to get by
learning how to tie my own noose
because you win and i lose
it`s been so hard but you`ve been so smooth
so play it off and pretend
you never know what you got yourself into
i`ll play it off and pretend
i never meant a word i said
now i`m starting to realize
that getting lost in your eyes
was the worst move, you win and i lose
forever isn`t long enough
to get over giving so much up
to someone who will throw it all away
and a smile can only hide so much
i choose death over your touch
i fell head over heels into my grave
i count my lucky stars
i thank God i`ve seen a smile like yours
but don`t take it as a compliment
just know it`s straight from the heart
now i`m driving around yeah to get lost
just to find myself at any cost
if i hit the brakes my heart will stop
i`m taking comfort in the dark
i keep saying i know your not mine
but i`m praying that you`ll be alright
because it`s hard to let go of the ones you love
and i keep hoping for the best
as this wound heals in my chest
i know one day my best will be enough