Heal lyrics

Do you know how hard I tried but I fail
Do you know that I tried my best but I lose
Don`t you know I`m so envious I`ve got nothing
Dead to this world cause I`m all alone
Time goes by another wasted year there`s no way out
I lose myself to another fear I`ve lost again
Deviously low scum is what I`ve become I want you to die
But that`s just a lie because I`ve never changed
I feel my hatred about to explode
Feel my anger consume you whole
You`re weak cause life was kinder to you
As for me my goal is to make sure you learn what`s misery
My feelings are gone I`m numb inside
I feel they steal I can`t heal cause that`s my deal
My feelings are gone I`m numb inside
I feel they steal I can`t heal cause that`s my deal
We won`t rot alone the ones we hate
Their ends will comfort my hate
My plans were set long ago
Destroy all the hopes that you`ve known
Crush all your silly dreams
You`re life aint as perfect as it seems
Now feel my hatred explode
Now know my plans are a go
Now I`ll complete my revenge
Now my lost dreams I`ll avenge
You could never understand
Who I am what I am what I`ve become
I will spit in your face
Until I die for who I am
And what I`ve become
You could never understand
Who I am what I am what I`ve become
I will spit in your face until I die