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where do i put the shame?
it feels like a broken toy
i can`t play with anymore
where do i put the hate?
to a pixilated screen
i can`t watch anymore
all i know is that
i`m here drifting
somewhere in the vast
somewhere in eternity
and
i never want to leave
where do i put the books
there`s so many i could read
but
they all are filled
with lies
where do i put the lies
there`s so many i could say
but
it seems they`re
in the books
i have faith that
you` re out there living high
up in the vast
somewhere in eternity
and
you`re never going to leave
have i been telling
lies to myself?
hold me now you know
i am so afraid
to be at all
have i been telling lies
to myself?
hold me now you know
i am so afraid to love at all
where do i put the love?
where do i put the love