High Lonesome lyrics

i`ve tried to think this out ten times now but i`ts gone the temptation to reason ruck reason and fuck all the words you`ve written they make no sense not in retrospect please tell me why did you walk back in today? but before you see me it`s been over a year now and i`m hardly sound and i`m over pretending i`m no longer shaking or walking the ground. i`ll try to work this out but i don`t know how it goes on this frustration lacks meaning fuck meaning and fuck all the pain it brings this makes no sense i don`t buy what you send please tell me why did you walk back in today? i`ve tried to run but i stay here, and i don`t know why i would wait there`s still a reason and it burns down in ashes where i lay why did you walk back in today? i`m drowning