Highest Depression lyrics

I`ve reached
the highest depression
I`ve gained
the boundaries of
compassion
now only death
can understand me
she`s the only one
who can
stand all my fears
and take my hands
how lone I am
how betrayed I feel

Now I feel the cold hand
of doom
caressing my face
as a serpent
surrounding my skin
this dimension of emptiness
it fills my days so empty
gives taste to a life
already lost

Now the light
has faded forever
on the days
that will never come
the coffin welcomes me
as a mother
embraces her son

...lost...