Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down
I cry for help but no one`s around
Silently screaming I bang my head against the wall
It seems like no one cares at all
Always an emotion, but how can I explain-how can I explain
Kind of like the scent of a rose, with words I can`t explain-
The same with my pain
Caught up in emotion-goes over my head-goes over my head
Sometimes I got to think k to myself is this life or death.
Am I living or am I dead
The clock keeps ticking, but nothing else seems to change
Problems never solved-just rearranged
And when I think about all the times that I`ve had
So few good-so many bad
I search for personality and look for things I cannot see
Love and peace flash through my mind-pain and hate are all I find
Find no hope in nothing new-never had a dream come true
Lies and hate and agony-thru my eyes that`s all I see
If I`m gonna cry-will you wipe away my tears?
If I`m gonna die-Lord please take away my fear
Before I drown in sorrow-last thing that I`ll say
How will I laugh tomorrow-if I can`t even smile today
Today today-when I can`t even smile today
Today today-when I can`t even smile today