I Am lyrics

I`ve never felt so alive
I`ve never had to run and hide
The things I want I cannot have
The things I need are all so bad
What you say I could have been

I am
You could`ve been
You are my best excuse is that I`m drained from everything
That keeps me sane my sickness keeps me in control
From everything you`ll never know
Does it make you happy
Does it make you mad
Why am I still laughing
Look at what you had
Does it make you feel good
Does it make you sick
That you knew that I would be the one to trip
No control