I Dont Believe lyrics

I`m such an asshole
I`m such a stain
I just keep fucking up again and again
You crawled inside my mind when you crawled into my bed
Said everyhting I`ve ever longed to hear
So perfect, so alive, once inside you sucked me dry
Used me up and left me here for dead
I crave it desperately, a cancer eating me
An addiction too intense to be denied
Worthless, I`m a whore, crawling back for more
Pathertic how I feed off this abuse
You told me that you loved me
You swore that you loved me
And I believed, now I know it was a lie

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I don`t believe
I don`t believe
That I could be so stupid and so naive
I don`t believe
I don`t believe
That there is nothing, nothing left for me