I Haven T Been Myself lyrics translation: REUBEN JOHN I Haven T Been Myself song texte and letras REUBEN JOHN I Haven T Been Myself tab, paroles and testo REUBEN JOHN I Haven T Been Myself Karaoke and Music Video - none yet
Iā??m not alright, I havenā??t been myself lately
Iā??m not okay with the way Iā??ve let my thoughts overtake
Take me away to the place I should have gone
I hope Iā??m not here for long
Iā??ll see you when Iā??m better
I`ll see you when I`m better
Itā??s gotta get worse to get better
It went from no way, never to okay, whatever
Slowly but surely and sure as sure is blurry
Now things that once were me are no longer
Every so often God reminds me
But Iā??m always there in front to blind me
I value my pride more than peace of mind
My precious pride
There was a time when I had control but I let it go
I watched the world passinā?? slowmo
My lifeā??s ahead of me
I canā??t catch up
Stuck in a rut
I went too willingly
These thoughts are killing me
I wish I could control myself but I canā??t
Or can I?
Man Iā??m gone
I hope Iā??m not here for long
Itā??s just a visit
Ashamed of who Iā??ve become
Itā??s not really me
Or is it?
Iā??m not alright, I havenā??t been myself lately
Iā??m not okay with the way Iā??ve let my thoughts overtake
Take me away to the place I should have gone
I hope Iā??m not here for long
Iā??ll see you when Iā??m better
Thoughts lead to emotion which led to action
I hate the fact that it happened
ā??The Lord can forgive and forgetā?
But Iā??m not able to do it
Maybe there is where the problem lies
Iā??m unable to forgive myself plus Iā??m too proud to ask for help
Whelp, sorry for who Iā??ve become
I guess circumstances can leave you numb
Plus, I refused accountability
It seemed like such small things you found in me
I called you secluded and illuded to the fact that your concerns were silly
Donā??t over-react
Now looking back in hindsight, heh
Iā??m able to see that you were right
Is it too late for me?
I know itā??s not
Itā??s just up to me to choose to stop
Iā??m not alright, I havenā??t been myself lately
Iā??m not okay with the way Iā??ve let my thoughts overtake
Take me away to the place I should have gone
I hope Iā??m not here for long
Iā??ll see you when Iā??m better
Iā??m not alright, I havenā??t been myself lately
Iā??m not okay with the way Iā??ve let my thoughts overtake
Take me away to the place I should have gone
I hope Iā??m not here for long
Better
I`ll see you when I`m better
Iā??m not alright, I havenā??t been myself lately
Iā??m not okay with the way Iā??ve let my thoughts overtake
Take me away to the place I should have gone
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