I M Not Perfect lyrics

I`ve been taught not to lie
I was a scout full of pride
But I can`t share none of what I`m feeling now
And you resent me
But it`s the lies that keeps you around
I`m not perfect, I`m just a fake
But stil you ask for more than I can act
And it just drains me out
Then you say to drop my armour and be myself
You`ve been tired of my defenses
Stupid reasons
Deceiving you and your senses
But I`m protecting you from this hell
I`m not perfect, I`m just a fake
But still you ask for more than I can act
And it just drains me out
Stop lying Stop faking
You`re nothing You`re just a waste of time
For 9 months I`ve been pregnant with lies
And soon she`ll be sreaming the screams,
Screaming I`ve been trying to hide them from you
With illusions
Truth can bring so much useless, worthless,
unconceiving PAIN

Here comes the pain
But still you ask for more than I can act
And I can`t cope with it