I Think lyrics

I think I know why
It looks like I`m where I thought I`d be
The day that I die
Hard to believe could it be so
So much more left to go
I`ve been told where I`m going
But I still get scared sometimes
Remembering the past that didn`t last
And how I died sometimes
Didn`t care for one or all
In the disease of the fall
What I see around
It brings tears to my eyes
If I do nothing about it
What right do I have to cry
Just save the tears
For the dawn of the eternal day
Stand uselessly before God
With nothing to say
I`ve been told the right things
It`s hard to do them anyway
I just can`t account for
All the blessings in my way
Tomorrow they may go
It can`t change what I know