I Told Myself lyrics

Picked up on the wrong scent
Not gonna make a dent
How many times are you in my rhymes
Burn me once shame on thee
But burn me again shame on me
I`m chasing and facing the point misplacing
When I think of you my mind`s racing
I`m spacing out when I get to the point of no return
I get burned, I told myself I`m through with you
The last thing that I`ll ever do
Let down my guard shouldn`t be too hard
I know it`s over got to elevate, disregard

Chorus:
I can`t believe I fell for it, but did it again
I told myself I`m gonna quit, but did it again
I can`t believe I fell for it, but did it again
I told myself I`m gonna quit, but did it again
This was supposed to be the last time
I told myself, this wouldn`t happen again
I told myself I wasn`t ever going to call you
I told myself I wouldn`t let you back in
But here I am dialing, trying

I told myself to get a hold of myself
I won`t freak out, let you tweak out on ecstacy not next to me
Somethin tells me baby girl that you`re testin me
I told myself to get ahold of myself and I`m tryin, I`m not lyin
Don`t make me mad, you know I love you bad
I want to sniff the glue that holds me to you
I told myself to get a hold of myself
But don`t rush me, can`t you trust me
The sound I hear whenever you are near
I know it`s never wrong and it`s my favorite song

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And now it`s all turned bad, turned bad, turned bad
Your ploy to make me jealous is obvious and sad
It has the opposite effect
Now you`re left with what you had, you had
The rain comes down as love turns to dust
I was joking she took me serious
The rain comes down as love turns to dust
I was joking she took me serious, yes serious
This was the last time that I was ever going to call
I told myself, I wouldn`t let you back in
But here I am dialing, tryin