If Only I Were A Butterfly lyrics

Sometimes i don`t feel quite myself here
Sometimes i don`t feel like it`s my home
Would like to be a place where i`m free to play, a place i call my own

Sometimes i feel like i`m trapped in a spider`s web
And each thread is in itself a problem
So i try to break free, untangled
But i`m back to where i started from

If only i where a butterfly
I`d fly so high
Right passed the sky
And let go my fears
Let go my my despairs
I will give them to the air, without a care

I walk alone in the dark
I wonder through the night
I lie to look up high
To see the starry skies
It gives me strength to know
There`s peace somewhere up there
So quite so undisturbed
I`m mystified
In my bed i lie awake
And i`m dreaming of that land
So far away from me
It makes me want to cry
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Pray for the day for i die

If only i where a butterfly
Id fly so high
Right passed the sky
And let go my fears
Let go my my despairs
I will give them to the air, without a care