Illusion lyrics

Hi I`m just a regular guy

It`s just an illusion I made from the outside

Inside I got a sick mind

When the mask goes on just prepare to die (2x)



Strange thoughts my mind begins to scatter

Recover from depression I don`t know whats the matter

Well I`m mad like a hatter and I`m clearly insane

But my life is an illusion so I`m hiding the pain

Its strange to be normal but I`m trickin em all

Cuz what goes on in my mind is like off the wall

Lasting as I tick tick tick I be a lunatick I need help

And I wanna kill myself

But I wanna kill everyone else

But I know I`m a nice guy you can`t even tell

That I`m a psycho Michael find someone to rain on

Stalk her for months just to scare her

Walk in your house I creep

Sit there all night just to watch you sleep

And I`ll sneak out the door just before you wake

The puppy tried to bark but I chewed up his face

I tried to escape from the realm of insanities

Sick of people sayin theyre understandin me

You can`t understand cuz I dont`t even know myself

I have a disease I need psychiatric help

But I`m in denile you see me happy and smilin

But inside my mind already died

Maybe I`m depressed from feelings ive repressed

Never expressed but oh I`m obsessed with death I guess

Something went wrong down the line

I can`t control the ill thoughts in my mind

I look like a nice guy wouldnt hurt a fly

But its just an illusion I created on the outside



nobody can know, nobody`ll know till the mask goes on they`ll see



(Chorus)



The voices in my head forever taunting me

Demonic laughter from hell haunting me

I tried to shut them up I bash my head against the wall

And I`ll be laughing hard after I bruise and blood my skull

The voices the voices they make my brain numb

Tellin me to do sick shit in voodoo tongues

I`m doin what they tell me just to shut them up

You think youre my friend but I`ll stilll fuck you up

You thought I cared about you that was an illusion

You don`t understand its my mind that I`m losin

The man that you thought you knew was a mirage

I`m clean cuttin body parts up in my garage

Im the cryo clone you never thought woudl run into you

But I`ma slash you hide you out put you in a tub of tub of vinegar

You want me to kill ya cuz you don`t like the torcha

But I sorta like to see you in pain

Insane what I am but I always wasnt like this

Back in the day I wouldn`t even write this

Used to make songs to party and have fun

But now my ill joints make insane clowns run

The law was changed wheh I was on the brink of insanity

So I saw a shrink he said hes gonna help me reach to my inner self

Instead I reach for his throat and strangle to death

I left his office with blood on my hands

Peoiple in the waiting room all screamed and ran

But I didn`t sweat it I tried to forget it

And nobody knows that I`m a crazy from it

Its hectic to create the illusion of a sane man

Cuz I`m insane man

hahahahaheheheheh



(Chorus)



Prepare to die

haha you thought you knew me

It`s all an illusion