In This State Of Mind lyrics

Look at my surrounding, and I see things through distorted eyes
And where I must be going is surely a place that I cannot hide
And as I start my walking, I can`t help but see things that I don`t recognize
And in this world of swerving, I must find people I know, things to do, places to go
Concoctions that will make this grow

Cause in this state of mind
I can see what I can`t find
But my sight is quickly fading
In this state of mind

When I cannot hold you, I go off by myself and I resort
But what you think I`d turn to, is nothing normal, nothing of the sort
But sorrow and solitude, is not something that I am wishing for
So to relinquish my mood, I set `em up, I knock `em down, I go out laced to paint the town
But that`s not what you`re looking for

Cause in this state of mind
Time just seems to fly
And you tell me that I`m not myself
In this state of mind

Got a feelin` I`m not worthy
I`m fallin` deeper and I`m caught
Cause I see the reality I can no longer get what I want