Misunderstood lyrics

How many time do I have to say,
I didn`t mean the things I said,
I`m sorry for the way that I was messing with your head.
I always seemed to put you down,
But I didn`t understand,
I needed time to find my mind,
and learn to be a man.
Can`t you see that I am trying,
Can`t you see that I was......
Misunderstood,
If only I could,
Make you believes that I`m the one,
I told you before,
But chose to ignore,
So I`m telling you now I`m gonna prove my love to you.
How many reasons did I give when I let you down,
Ones too many,
But not enough to keep my feet on the ground I know I`m not the thinking kind,
And words don`t come easy,
But I`ve sat right down and thought it through,
And now it`s clear to me.
Can`t you see that I am crying.
Can`t you see that I