i want you to find me
but i don`t want you to touch me
seems so disgusting
to be handled like a doll
i`m not trying to be dramatic
i`m trying to be nothing
so when you find i`ve finally done it
please burn me where i lay
things aren`t getting any better
things are only getting worse
i`ll apologize for the mess of my life
for the rest of my life, forever
unless you promise, promise to kill me first
i want you to find me
but i don`t want a big party
hiding my body in the ground
so your version of the story is safe for the rest of your lives
i`m crying for attention
i`m done
i`m trying to resign
so when you find i`ve finally done it
forget my name and set my stupid fucking corpse on fire
i`m not afraid
why should i be?
i`ve got all my friends from baltimore right here with me
i`m not afraid
why should i be?
i`ve got all my friends from highschool right here with me
eventually i`ll have to take them
on my break if i don`t shake less
empty hands. the fire`s left
they can`t quite fight with their old strength
i`m so tired
i`m torn up
it`s over now
you can make me normal
your eyes are broken
you must lose them
take the pills
kill the delusions
you can`t see it`s adaquate
so swallow while you can`t fix
i havn`t shaken in what seems like forever
i have let go of all my old obsessions
i`m healthy i am better
there`s no more songs so when i`m dead and gone
i know it won`t be the new me they rememeber
but i don`t need my eyes to see
my eyes have only lied to me
recognize the time for quitting
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