I`m gonna clean the house
I`m gonna fix the fence
In my final hours
I`m gonna tie up these loose ends
I won`t leave a note
For any one to find
Tomorrow they値l know
What I`ve done here tonight
[chorus]
The drastic steps I`ve taken
Are just an act of desperation
I knew no one would miss me
So what the hell
I fought, I lied, I drank too much
Hurt every one I`ve ever touched
Just how much I hurt you, it`s hard to tell
This is not some cry for help
It`s goodbye, I wish you well
Because I love you, I`m gonna kill myself
Now who is that
In my easy chair
Now wait a minute
That`s the old me sittin` there
And I thank God
The devil in me died
Because I stand before you now
A man changed and alive
[chorus]
The drastic steps I`ve taken
Were just an act of desperation
I knew no one would miss me
So what the hell
I fought, I lied, I drank too much
Hurt everyone I`ve ever touched
Just how much I hurt you, it`s hard to tell
This is not some cry for help
It`s goodbye, I wish you well
Because I love you, I had to kill myself