Kill Some Day lyrics

All I know is that I dreamed of you
I somehow can?t wipe you off my Iris
all I know is that I?m lost in you
like a bonedry log in your fire

but I see things somewhat different now
I swear to God, I?m gonna kill some day
leave me alone,yes I?m going home
I won?t bother you no more

....but if I tried I could make you come back
and de-rail that train from its dead-end track
I?d do anything to be rid of that smile tonight,
tonight....

these things I can?t expl ain,Lord-
you left him hanging out on a limb
all that time you knew it would make him spin
I get so mad,frustrated and sick-
I wish I knew just who or what to kick
It used to be a personal thing
but that was way before it started killing him

I see things somewhat different now,...........etc