Laugh Til I Cry lyrics

Right from the start, hell yeah you were the one
Even without a kiss you were so much fun
Hurting me all the time but yet it felt so good
You knocked me down but my love still stood
Didn`t wanna hurt me but you did
Couldn`t see behind my back, useless
Wrapped up in love, I couldn`t control it
Guess now I see just what it is
I didn`t know what real love was
All the hits you gave shoulda been hugs, I laughed

Yes I laughed to keep from crying (til I cried)
Gotta laugh to keep from crying
(I seemed so happy on the outside, baby)
Yes I laughed to keep from crying
(How was I to know it at the time)
Gotta laugh to keep from crying
(I was so busy laughing, now I`m crying)

And I can`t deny sometimes were good
I wouldn`t save myself if I could
Blinded and naive, I was a fool
And lucky me, I ran into you
Ask you if you love me, you say `uh-uh`
Wanna take me out, you say `uh-uh`
Still had a way of getting to me
Hold me tight and I forget everything
Still to this day i think of you
You taught me how to see through the lies and get to the truth

Yes I laughed to keep from crying (til I cried)
Gotta laugh to keep from crying
(I seemed so happy on the outside, I lied)
Yes I laughed to keep from crying (keep from crying baby)
Gotta laugh to keep from crying
(I was so busy laughing, now I`m crying)

The laughter keeps going
And my heart`s not showing, it`s lying
I wish I could show you how many times I`ve cried
The laughter keeps going
And my heart`s not showing, it`s lying
I wish I could show you how many times I`ve cried

Yes I laughed to keep from crying (to keep from crying, yeah)
Gotta laugh to keep from crying
(Keep from crying, I gotta keep from dying baby)

You killed me, you lied to me
You hurt me bad and made me sad
I wish you would not make me cry
It hurts so bad, it hurts so bad