Like Fountains lyrics

A scar inside
For such a long time
I`ll do it all over again
Can`t face the wounds
Have to go on
Stop remembering

Time by time shades reach the surface
A mental breakdown, they provide
Accept, clear up, clean up, go on
and soon I`ll show some pride

There`s enough to go on further
Don`t force to forget

Till the day I`m done with the shades
The rage I create towards myself, the hate
To claim the blame that I feel
To damage the dreams I need
Facing uncertainty
Facing the truth
Got to get on through
Blaming myself
Blame at last
...And please forget