Losing Control lyrics

I can hear their song from miles away.
It`s carried in the wind.
Its melody is sung to me in miracles.
The sun rises over the sea.

When I hear their love song.
I don`t understand.
From out beyond the shadows.
I can hear it calling me.

Honestly, if I`m honest with myself.
I`ve cried myself to sleep.
Crying out, `Oh God, where are you?
Can you hear my scream way up there.
Through the clouds, in heaven?
Do you even care?`
And honestly if I`m honest with myself.
I hate the song they sing.
It`s like salt on an open wound.
But I can`t get it out of my head.

This melody kills me.
It`s out of key and foolish.
But I think I might just like it.
If I could just get past my pride.
I turn my head and look away.
`Cause you know it hurts to see the light of day.

When I hear their love song.
I don`t understand.
From out beyond the shadows.
I can hear it calling me.

Honestly, if I`m honest with myself.
I`ve cried myself to sleep.
Crying out, `Oh God, where are you?
Can you hear my scream way up there.
Through the clouds, in heaven?
Do you even care?`
And honestly if I`m honest with myself.
I hate the song they sing.
It`s like salt on an open wound.
But I can`t get it out of my head.

The whole world hates you.
The whole world hates your song.
Oh God I`m a sinner and I think I wanna sing along.
The whole world hates you.
The whole world hates your song.
And I wanna sing.
I wanna sing along.

Heaven`s not so far away.
I can hear its melody from here in the waiting room of hell.
Well heaven`s not so far away.
I can hear its melody calling me.
Calling me home.

Honestly, if I`m honest with myself.
I`ve cried myself to sleep.
Crying out, `Oh God, where are you?
Can you hear my scream way up there.
Through the clouds, in heaven?
Do you even care?`
And honestly if I`m honest with myself.
I hate the song they sing.
It`s like salt on an open wound.
But I can`t get it out of my head.

And honestly, if I`m honest with myself.
I`ve cried myself to sleep.
Crying out, `Oh God, I need you.
Can you hear my prayer way up there.
Through the clouds, in heaven?
Do you even care?`

And honestly, I`ve never really been honest with myself.
Well this melody heals my wounds.
And I can`t get it out of my head.
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