Lost Within My Self lyrics

The chaos came: desires and passions

Destroy my mind

The strikes of heart and thoughts

Can not get normal

The innertion takes me

To the lost points far away

Once the feelings being so comfortable calm

Become unruled and wild and pulsing

The usual state of things

Ceased to exist

There stayed my pain

The feeling of delight jealousy and passion

I remain the same

I do not change

I play, manipulate and let the others

Do with me the same, and then enoure

I change surrounding and then

Come back again. I find and lose

The relaxation is found only

In the unbridled passion

In desire to dissolue or disappear

But all in all the feeling now isnealized

The one I cannot understand

It tries to conguen me and get me back

And to restore all what was lost

And that was just the decay of my soul

The memories which are passionate and sweet

Are mixed with everyday occurance

Will I ever feel the other way?

Please, present me with a gift

Of the other state