Lowlife lyrics

in company respect`s shown mutual into it`s own,
indifference although when i`m left alone and true feeling`s begin to show,
honesty overflows in my mind when i try not to cry `cause i`m blind and alive,
and esteem has no gleam and it can`t be seen,
i`m so alone, i still can`t understand these feeling`s that i`m feelin,
you`re pullin` me back and forth all that you`re doin` is confusin` me,
with this emotional strain, it`s drivin` me to the edge of insanity,
you can`t blame me for your pain and sufferin`...
not keepin on no downlow,
i`m screamin the flow in your face,
just like mace in your eyes, like feelin` my bass in your thighs,
it`s time to recognize and realize that your ways are not the only ways
to lead your life...
low, concerned about what others think right,
cause your ego`s makin` your core so weak tunnel vision,
you move from .a to .b to .c,
that`s not the point see, you lived your life around me....
i`m crushed inside, each day i get by, w/
the gleam in my eyes...
if you want me then just try to find me,
if you ever need to suck me dry,
when you need me you won`t ever see me i`ve lost respect now watch you cry,
touched on me so shortly then just left me 2 you watched me bleed
now you smile, you walked through me while you crushed that gleam
i had inside my eyes.