Lovesick lyrics

Everytime I look at you I wanna kill, wanna kill
Stranger things that I would do to make you feel the way I feel
Its just that I have been broken so many thousand times
And everytime I start again I wonder why, wonder why
Its been such a hard year, it won`t ever change
My heard isn`t cold no
Its not what it seems because
You say to me my heart feels far away
I`m lovesick now
Everytime you look at me I wanna die, wanna die
Stranger things that I would say to make you feel the way I feel
Its just that I have been broken so many thousand times
And everytime I start again I wonder why, wonder why
Its been such a hard year, it won`t ever change
My heard isn`t cold no
Its not what it seems because
You say to me my heart feels far away
Now day by day
I start to realize nothing`s gonna change
So I became
It doesn`t really matter anyway
Its not what it seems to me
because
You say to me my heart feels far away
I`m lovesick now