Maud Dib lyrics

If this is your jihad then I am maud`dib
If caution cuts your cord I`ll sever everything
Cause I can`t stand hanging out pretending I`m okay
Regretting things I did and things I couldn`t say
Wept and walked away, whispered weird
Finally face me now
It`s alright if you hate yourself
I can show you how
Cause the call to arms come way too late
To wake me up this time
And all my friends just laugh at me
Cause I don`t wanna get high