pullin` down strongholds
labeled as carnal desires
got me crazy crossin` up
my wires
got my feet dirty `cause I`m
splashing in the puddles
got me crazy no room
for rebuttals
I let down my guard like
Doug I got lazy
hazy vision blurry in a
hurry for immoral
satisfaction
my heated passion desires
I shoulda put out the fires
that smolder in my mind
time after time, time
after time
will you help me God to
find my own way
got me crazy tryin` to find
my own way
actual facts keep the
theories intact
mental premonitions speaking
flesh to rest
I will not go I will not bow
shapes and silhouettes making
things complex
unleashing chemicals give
my body a sign
a loss of control leads
to moral regret
seduction, repercussion
where I must defend
entering in the trinity within
to fight sin
got me crazy tryin` to find
my own way
inventive measures taken I
feel my defenses breaking
independent of all wisdom
secondary senses shaken
in time I arrive battered
beaten and scarred
sensitivity charred from
character barred
so hard to say goodbye to
yesterday`s dreamin`
still pullin` weeds from seeds of
yesterday`s schemin`
elusive representation of
putting mercy to test
confessed in midnight sessions
of my desires suppressed
entangled similes I`ve been
meaning comprehend
conformed by the ways
wearing dark shades
covering up my vulnerability
you can see I can see this
lust is tempting me
to break the chains to
avoid devastation
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