Million Days In May lyrics

A million days in May
So hard to concentrate
So hard to hear the ocean
They`ve got that confidence
I swear it`s monstrous
I can smell `em when they`re swollen
I just can`t promise it
I try to live with it
Everything I know is corroded
It`s just a constant push
I can`t do it but I know I should
Talking with my teeth clenched

So tired I can hardly stand
Don`t know what to make of it
Just would like to freeze awhile
If you wake me when it`s done
I won`t tell anyone
You won`t even detect a smile
I got a million lies
To sew up those alibis
No diatribes here
I`m whistling in the dark
For tonight there are no stars
Maybe I`m just scared of being

Now I`m stitching up those wounds
Just trying to tie my shoes
I could hurt you past believing
We may have been friends once
But now that much is crushed
Everything I know is corroded
Million days in May
So hard to concentrate
So hard to hear the ocean