Montreal lyrics

I want to know where
my confidence went
one day it all disappeared
and I`m lying in a hotel room
miles away
voices next door in my ear

Daytime`s a drag
nighttime`s worse
hope that I can get home soon
but the half-finished bottles of inspiration
lie like ghosts in my room

I wanna go
I know I can`t stay
but I don`t want to run
feeling this way
til I am myself
til I am myself
til I am myself again
There`s a seat on the corner
I keep every night
wait til the evening begins
I feel like a stranger
from another world
but at least I`m living again

There are nights
full of anger
words that are thrown
tempers that are shattered and thin
but the moments of magic
are just too short
they`re over before they begin

I know it`s time
one big step
I can`t go
I`m not ready yet
til I am myself
til I am myself
til I am myself again
I had a dream
that my house was on fire
people laughed while it burned
I tried to run but my legs were numb
I had to wait til the feeling returned

I don`t need a doctor
to figure it out
I know what`s passing me by
when I look in the mirror
sometimes I see
traces of some other guy

I wanna go
I know I can`t stay
but I don`t want to run
feeling this way
til I am myself
til I am myself
til I am myself again