New Disease lyrics

Now,I can`t take this
Everything I know
Realized that I`m nothing I wanted to be
I can never change
Anything I`ve done
Because it`s the only thing I have left

Blame myself again
For what I didn`t do
Never really knew it was coming from me
Change the way I fell
For work didn`t get too close
Because I have gone too far now

Nobody,Nobody,Nobody,Nobody
Change my mind
And it leads you to a new disease

Nobody,Nobody,Nobody,Nobody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease

Today

Is this all worth what
This has done to me
Water down my satires and turn them all on to me
Not for reality
And everything I know
If I didn`t hate this then I couldn`t go
Impersonate myself for what I used to be
Denial is all that`s left now

Nobody,Nobody,Nobody,Nobody
Change my mind
And it leads you to a new disease

Nobody,Nobody,Nobody,Nobody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease

Nobody,Nobody,Nobody,Nobody
Change my mind
And it leads me to a new disease

Nobody,Nobody,Nobody,Nobody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease

Dreaming in my head
I`m suffering instead
I can`t remember when this meant so much to me

No! Did I ever want it?
And I coulda been
And I woulda been

No! Did I ever want it?
And I coulda been
And I woulda been

Conceiving in my head
I`m suffering instead
I can`t remember when
This meant so much to me

Nobody,Nobody,Nobody,Nobody
Change my mind
And it leads you to a new disease

Nobody,Nobody,Nobody,Nobody
Let it die
But it still becomes a n