Not Easy lyrics

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It`s been three months since I heard your voice
I try to make myself believe that I made the right choice
It`s been three months since I thought about you
I`m fooling myself, I can`t live without you

I`ll lay my head down on my pillow and cry myself to sleep
It`s not easy being me

It`s been three months since I felt your skin
And all I can do is wait to touch it again
It`s been three months since I heard you cry
When we made love everything seemed all right

I`ll lay my head down on my pillow and cry myself to sleep
It`s not easy being, it`s not easy being, it`s not easy being me

I was fine for the moment
But for the last three months I`ve been broken
Now I can`t face my fears
I`m running scared

It`s been three months since I`ve seen your smile
It`s been some time since I smiled myself
It`s been three months since I heard you say I love you
I`ve found that I can`t live without hearing you say it

I`ll lay my head down on my pillow and cry myself to sleep
It`s not easy being, it`s not easy being
I was fine for the moment
But for the last three months I`ve been broken
Now I can`t face my fears
I`m running scared

Now I can`t face my fears
I`m running scared