Not Like You lyrics

You look straight thru me, I see no reflection
You cut deep inside of me, I stitch my own infection
Grey is the sunshine that burns my skin
Grey is your rush I think your empty within
Fingernails cracked dried blood flows slow
In this world its time to walk away
Hey old friend its been a long time
I`ve been better, but thank you
Tomorrows yesterdays fades fast
Faster, then gives way, I`ve been better, but thank you
Look in thru windows, trying to see you
Haven`t slept in two days, I wanna be you
Looking at pictures, I see you smiling
You look so happy and I feel like dying
I read your diary your secrets now dead
I cut your name deep the ink is so red
A black Sunday loss as I clutch a cross
Until I die, our love is never lost
I`m not like you