Not What I Expected lyrics

i got a vision in my head of how it should be
and i wonder if that`s how it will work out
when she sits down will i be smart
with a grin on my face
or will i just want her to get out of my head and my mind
that`s how it goes that`s how it goes
some times i think it will be so right
and if she shows and it`s all wrong
i feel her hand touch on my arm
and my skin goes cold how can this be
why`s it so fake?
and why`s it so`s fault
how should i tell her she should go
cause it`s all my fault
i let my heart get ahead of my mind
and everything else
that`s how it goes that`s how it goes
sometimes i think it will so right
and if she chose and it`s all wrong