Nothin Matters Now lyrics

[Verse 1]

Surrounded by smoke my self identity feelin` nobody feelin` me

Nightmares be killin` me no different from reality

Picture us trapped, in a desert where niggas sticky and hot

Hot, broke and confused wid a extra clip for a glock

Why, nobody needin` nobody like I,

Livin` life confused and high when evrything die

Am I wrong for my own thinkin`,

Do they like or hate me for the wrong reasons

When I can`t control my alcohol drinkin`

Somebody close put some lead on me,

I never figured I get shot, more different times by my own homies

A crazy world that we livin` in,

Fuck friends nigga you work when you givin` in

Then they said freedom til them bastards rott

They said hustle til your basket crop,

My nigga thug til the casket drop

So I live watchin` my enemies,

Cause this world ain`t no kin to me

And nobody no friend to me

Ridin` bucket, my middle finger symbol fuck it

While clutchin` the glock forty trigger livin` the way I love it

Light can`t even take me alive,

It cost more to survive than workin` 9 to 5

My nigga picture your dreams up on a triple beam

And want it bad like a dope fiend, want crack, nigga stack cream,

And keep your eyes on your enemies why,

Real niggas know they live to die

And it seems nothin` really matters now

But I wasn`t killed, thank God but still it`s hard to be positive

No love when I ain`t buckin` on my life alright,

Even though I bled from a gunfight

And who really cares if they don`t understand

I`m a confused black man in this crime land

Snortin` lines ah funk damn I need weed just to calm down

Can`t sleep or eat or put my gun down

And they tellin` me what to be or what they see

Through my shinin` eyes hopin` I help `em if I did rise

But who gon` be off in my corner when I`m fallin` back

Like them niggas that I`m deep wid and ain`t callin` back

They got no love for me, and Lord knows they don`t care for me

Cause He the only one there for me,

But they don`t wanna see me get out wild

When I`m at the point ah no return

Nothin` in the world really matters now

Cause I was,



[Hook]

Shot down but I wasn`t killed

One life to live, thank God but still it`s hard to be positive

No love when I ain`t buckin` on my life alot

Retaliation on the pop, so it`s understood



[Verse 2]

Let`s take a journey through my mind`s eye

I can`t explain how I feel watchin` time fly

A dirty game am I wrong for my desperation

To stack mil gettin` high makin` crack sales and black males

Sixteen snort cocaine, wid mean mugs on they face afta the last drain

A damn shame it`s the full moon, I hope to God I don`t die soon

Runnin` through wid speed like a typhoon

Maybe the answer in The Book loc, dictionary thick

When I ain`t never learn shit but how to cook dope

And I ain`t never knew no national anthem, or no bullshit propaganda

Cause I`m to busy throwin` tipper tantrums

You wonder why they call me Gemini I can`t lie,

So many signs to my mind`s eye,

Wish I could fly and just spread my wings and be free in the breeze

Maybe that`s why I smoke weed

And nothin` really matters now



[Hook]

But I wasn`t killed

One life to live, thank God but still it`s hard to be positive

No love, when I ain`t buckin` on my life alot

Retaliation on the pop, it`s understood



Shot down but I wasn`t killed

One life to live, thank God but still it`s hard to be positive

No love, when I ain`t buckin` on my life alot

Retaliation on the pop, it`s understood

(3x)
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