Nothing Back lyrics

I`ve tied so many chains to what I hate in life,
but nothing seems to get away from me
I`ve tried to get away from all the shit they taught me
and nothing changes, things remain the same

Mad and enraged, wrathful, annoyed
it`s bullshit what they say, don`t wanna be their toy
one last fix`s waiting, I know that`s not enough
I want more, anywhere, anyway

Their words are mistaken, they speak of ways of life
I don`t care what it means to them
Anxious, desperate, drugged and out of control
I take to the streets in search of something more
I`ve given my whole life to the one`s who exploit
my faith and my desires and I`ve gotten nothing back

And I don`t follow rules `cause they all piss me off
when I get nothing back
no way to accept a chance `cause there`s no difference
when I get nothing back

They crucify my mind and bet with my soul
I`m lost in the lost paradise, a paradise of lust
I stand apart from everything they offer in life
their rules get on my nerves, hope they die
they want to delete my trace, cause they
don`t wanna face what the world has become
after their true illness