Opacity lyrics

Crying I cannot believe the world that I see
Is not for me
Praying please take me home
I`m here all alone and slowly I fade
If you could see my misery
Would you believe in opacity?

The hate that burns inside of me, is a furious onslaught
Caused by reality
21 long years of pain is more than I can take
I`m sick and tired of your moral standards
This world is built on fake
Cause I can see the truth, behind your every lie
I swallowed them so many times that I`m almost dead inside

I`m dreaming away from this world I hate
I`m building my own religion
Can`t look back cause I`m so afraid that I will end up, just like you
You might call me suicidal, but I`m not the one to blame
I hate the way you look at me I`m not a part of this game
If you could see the truth behind each and every lie
If you could see the agony I`m building up inside

Pain is my friend
Life`s just a game
Take me away from here

I push away the shades of grey that seem to be my fate
I replace my joy with agony cause I survive on hate
I run away from this world of pain I hide inside my mind
I`m living in the opacity you left me behind

Heal my wounds. Burn all my sorrow
Make me smile. After tomorrow
I hide, in a gloomy state of mind, take a look inside
And pain is what you`ll find
All alone, and solitude surrounds me it feels like home
Nothing can hurt me
Heal my wounds
Burn all my sorrow
Make me smile. After tomorrow