Out Of Focus lyrics

Dirty and low with the same pair of pants on
Tables I dance on and benches at bed time
Way passed the deadline and waiting for the world`s end
I just had a terrible argument with my girlfriend
Something or other, I always seem to be in trouble
Getting kind of hard to hear and maybe now I`m seeing double
God almighty, give me strength and put the poison down tomorrow
Tonight I`m gonna stay up late, see if I can drown in sorrow

(2x`s)
I go under the blouse and grope for the breast
I call this one hope and hope for the best
I play fight rarely and barely touch the surface
anchors away I`m out of focus on purpose

I`m lower than life, living like it`s the last day
Eyes gone out and hard like an ashtray
Dog won`t play with me I`m smelly and unshaven
Walkin in circles and searching for a safe haven
Time`s running low but still I remain patient
Practicing my lines hanging out at the train station
500 excuses and working on a dozen more
unemployed again your parents hate me cause I`m poor

(2x`s)
I go under the blouse and grope for the breast
I call this one hope and hope for the best
I play fight rarely and barely touch the surface
anchors away I`m out of focus on purpose

I`m quick to throw the towel in too stubborn to apologize
the future is bleak and my memories are wallet-sized
I`m out of ideas, it feels like I`m choking
All of my mirrors and promises are broken
I`m lousy and ? too low to get down
Almost out of gas but can`t stand to sit down
God almighty, wish me luck, let me get to sleep
I`m trying to keep it all together
I`ve got a lot to keep from crying

I go under the blouse and grope for the breast
I call this one hope and hope for the best
I play fight rarely and barely touch the surface
anchors away I`m out of focus on purpose