Uh, I feel that this has given me the msot incredible and woonderful thing
that I have ever been given, and also, the worst. It`s a mixed bag. Uh, I
have been taken to the, absolutely, to the depths of extreme terror by this.
I`ve had my whole soul undermined by it, on the one hand. On the other hand,
Uh, in one sense, my experience has been about finding