Panic lyrics

Center is where I see myself
In the beginning
Im sitting in the middle
of a crowded room
Nobody hears me
Trying to reach out
Just trying to scream out
Im so pathetic is how I see myself
Im just a joke
Im running out this life
People tell me not to waste it
But how can I taste it
When I never lived
When I never loved
When I never lied

Im just a stain
Im trying to make my mark
On a spot thats been dark
for a long time
Been a long time since a panic
Broken down a systematic life
that God gave me.
So try to save my faith
thats going out the window
That Im looking down from
One more step and Ill be
on the ground from a sinner
Try to make a true believer
Well, ho, I never was

Youll probably run and hide

Life reality hits me in the stomach
Aches like a fist in my mouth
I should have said nothing
To make everything fall apart
n my face
Well youre the one whos crying
So try to see the world from
the flipside
Running out of line with no one
ever watching my back
Ah, cold mother fucker
Never seem to realize
Im not your wanna be

Youll probably run and hide

Center is where I see myself
In the beginning
Im sitting in the middle
of a crowded room
Nobody hears me
Trying to reach out
Just trying to scream out
Im so pathetic is how I see myself
Im just a joke
Im running out this life
People tell me not to waste it
But how can I taste it
When I never lived or fucking lied