Paralyzed lyrics

an obvious display
of feelings that have dissipated
and i don`t have a clue where to start
you wouldn`t let me near you
so i settled for the fear that you`d be
happy with me six feet in the ground

i will crash when your mood defeats me
circle of trash swirls around beneath me
i feel paralyzed most every time you come around to meet me
stuck in a place that i don`t remember
was it sunday or last november
i feel paralyzed most every time you come around to meet me

emotions vaporize
they disappear before my eyes
i wish for things that sadly have come true
so if i tried to make it right
and if i found my appetite
i`d eat away at all the pain i seem to bring to you