Permanent Rust lyrics

She was corruption when I was destruction
I`m seein` through her eyes like cellophane
It used to be I`d see her face and feel so small
Now the only face I see is the picture
I`m throwing darts at on the wall

Where did she go? When loneliness is all I had to show
If I couldn`t trust her then, who could I trust?
The pillow is wet with tears and permanent rust

Just when I thought I was out of the dark
I`m holding her tight and she breaks the light

She was dead in my mind, but her ghost is still around
It comes back to haunt me, it doesn`t want me
It just happened to be passing through my town
It took so long to realize the truth
I resent every word I said...
That`s when I knew, one and one don`t make two!

I knew that sleepless night when she never came home
She`s probably drinking somewhere knowing I`m alone
The road to nowhere is a long winding street
Maybe someone will be there at the end,
But it won`t be me!