Pretty Pathetic lyrics

You should have heard me sobbing

As I drove home that night

Got into bed and stayed there

For days I just laid there

Having been permanently changed

But we won`t get into that now

Let`s take it from the start



You should have seen me smiling

Like the world was mine

She used to call me baby

Softly, sometimes

But if I dwell on those days too long

I feel like my life is over

And that`s no good

So let`s move on



To the part where I begin to sense

Her distance

I panic and hold on tighter

But that makes it worse

How am I supposed to take it

When she said:



"This is something I`m going through,

It`s got nothing to do with you"



I had a special evening all planned out

Desperately determined to reignite

Some spark between us

She had to feel something for me

A love as strong as ours

Doesn`t just go away

You can`t just turn it off

Unless she was lying all those times

But I don`t think so

I really don`t think so

The way she used to look at me

Made me a thousand feet high

The meaning of the word cool

Not the same geek

Who fumbled through his words that night

The ugliest night



I said some pretty awkward things

I got the feeling that she felt sorry for me

I should have seen it was hopeless and left it alone

But I had to go on embarrassing myself



"I miss what we had I need you so badly,

I miss what we had I need you so badly"



I must have sounded pretty pathetic, I know

That`s why I don`t blame her for what she said

But listen to me rambling

We don`t know each other that well

But you`re so easy to talk to

I feel like I can tell you almost anything

I hope I haven`t put you off

I have a tendency to do that

Why don`t I just be quiet?