`I kill myself
I kill for god
Waiting, leaving,
I can`t see your light
I can`t feel you...`
You see we`ve come to the end
And I can`t pretend we`ll return anymore
Do you see now where we`ve gone
Can you understand can you feel it strong?
I don`t know where the answer lies
We live by fear and die in denial
Is this the final chance you have?
Will you take it now, will make it last?
`Just rape my mind
Make me believe it all
I can`t help your dead hands
I am agonised by fear
Punish me, scorn me
Throw me into hell, I belong there
and I won`t die for you
I can`t die for you
I`m already fucked, I`m already dead
by the sins I`ve forsaken`
You burned in the fire of their heart`s content
and followed everywhere they went
You won`t believe this is your fate
Until the day you fall from grace
(You`ll fall from grace...)
`Insert the cross
into my bloody cunt
I`m a slut for you
and only for you
Sodomized, victimised
I can`t be chastitised
So fuck me, love me,
do me all over again
Yeah take me to heaven,
Take it like you never have
And make me pure again.`