Fade Away lyrics

Caught between the dusk and dawn
I numb myself to death yet I`m awake
I`m running out of alcohol
I shouldn`t feel a thing yet all I feel is hate

I realise as the night goes by this is not the first time
This maddening pain keeps me awake I need to fade away all I feel is hate

I wish that I`d just fade away, fade away, fade away
I can`t cope with all this hate, all this hate, all this hate
I`m so tired still awake, still awake, still awake
Finally I fade away, fade away, fade away

I pour another drink coz I can still think
And won`t stop aching `til I`m out of my head
That ticking clock is killing me
I wish that I was dead it wouldn`t be too bad

I hope you`re fine and well, I say
I wouldn`t want it any other way
So please tell me how do you feel
Now tell me how`s the league, tell me how`s the league

I can tell I fade away, fade away, fade away
I`m stuck here just like yesterday, yesterday, yesterday
I miss those jam and pancake days you would shower and I would bade
It feels like I just fade away, fade away, fade away, away

I wish that I`d just...