Rapture In Vertigo lyrics

I sat on your step holding my head
It`s all so clear to me now, I`m better off dead.
I stared at your son, screaming for help
I know how it feels now to laugh at yourself.
Harsh words heavy synergy
when i`m counting backwards again.
They`ll tell you you`re wrong, but you won`t believe them.
Stuttering over the songs we sing.
Just for today i`m king, come and save me again.
Pour me a glass and tell me your fears.
I need a death wish to drown in your tears.
Lost in the sound, we`d stumble and fall.
Deaf to the secrets you`d kept from us all.