Rest Among The Silt lyrics

When it`s dark and I`m alone I cry for peace but they won`t go.

And this is killing me but I can never let you know

It`s more than I can take, I sink - I drown - I cannot float

And they keep pushing me the rope constricts my fucking throat again...

You don`t know what it`s like if you did you`d never want me

To be there - And if I made you understand, you`d have

it an you`d BE IN THIS MESS!!!

Dragged down to rest among the silt, I cannot breathe it`s ???



[The rest of the lyrics are too hard for me to interpret]