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[Verse 1]
As a child I felt lonely and helpless
Low cash from a neighborhood wealthless
I`ll stick a wino, and rob him for his last penny
Happy days around my way we didn`t find many
Momma said that I was outta line talkin smack
Extension cords to this young nigga`s black back
A juvenile, thirteen, now I`m locked up
Scared to cry, I don`t wanna get fucked up
Fifty push ups a strain on my young chest
I paint the pictures that I pose for a sleeveless
I see my momma only supervised when she cry
She said my baby brother`s comin he aint far behind
Somebody tell me how I ended up like this
I wait for God to give me strength, I`ma fight this
I refuse to bend down cuz I`m young and wild
Do or die that`s this young nigga`s rough style
They`ll never find me

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Searchin to find me [4X]
My soul will be free before they find me

[Verse 2]
I hit the street full grown, momma`s gone now
Had a heart attack I`m living on my own now
My black boots and my state green all I own
And a burning desire for a microphone
I see my little man Tiah bless me wit a burner
Any coincidence I`m feeling like Nat Turner
Twenty stick ups in thirty days they see me comin
Everybody on the block duck and start runnin
A old lady told me baby boy calm down
But like in Vietnam war I got to bomb now
My cash was up a little somethin, somethin, takin shake
I blasted reddie at the weedgate and took his papes
Cuz I done came a long way, in a short time
And I`m willing to die tryin to get mine
Alotta niggas think I`m cool wit `em, guess what
Them niggas in for a shock cuz I`m fucked up
You`ll never find me

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[Verse 3]
I got a little