Shadow lyrics

Gettin so weak
And i wish u understood
How u make me feel
Cuz right now i don`t feel real
And you don`t even listen
To the words that i speak
And the thoughts that i`m havin r gettin me really freaked
And the tears in my eyes
Fall like rain from the sky
Like the planets unligned
And your questioning why
I don`t get the point
It just makes no sense
I thought it was the beginning
Have I reached the end

I`m hiding from my friends
How could they understand me
When they do not know me
They can`t show me
How to live my life
What is wrong from right
But then again
Who am i
Look back the days
When i tried so hard
Just to fit in
The way i am feeling
Where do i begin