For whatever reason
I could never care to ask you
You would never come and take my time
whenever you`d desire to
Be a holy angel or a very earthly man
Let`s just stay together here
and do as best we can
And just for a moment
I imagined it was mutual
How could it have been
when all I wanted was to please you
It`s all contradictions
so I`ll disconnect the phone
Stay under the blanket
and pretend nobody`s home
So good night, sleep tight
and don`t let the bedbugs bite you or eat you,
or tell you what you ought to do
Nothing here has changed
except the wallpaper with rosebuds
I`m the same as ever,
and my neighbours with the strange thuds
Something here is glowing
I`m afraid it might be me
I`m afraid there`s no such
thing as it was meant to be