When this began
I had nothing to say
And I`d get lost in the nothingness inside of me
I was confused
And I let it all out to find that I`m
Not the only person with these things in mind
Inside of me
But all the vacancy the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I`ve got left to feel
Nothing to lose
Just stuck hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own
I want to heal
I want to feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I`ve held so long
[Erase all the pain `til it`s gone]
I want to heal
I want to feel
Like I`m close to something real
I want to find something i`ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
And I`ve got nothing to say
I can`t believe I didn`t fall right down on my face
I was confused
Looking everywhere only to find that it`s
Not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
So what am I
What do I have but negativity
`Cause I can`t justify the
Way everyone is looking at me
Nothing to lose
Nothing to gain hollow and alone
And the fault is my own
And the fault is my own
I will never know
Myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel
Anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never be
Anything `til I break away from me
I will break away
I`ll find myself today